So its been an emotional long week. Last Thursday I lost my job. Going through the stress of that had been hard...but I was not prepared for what was to come. Tuesday Casey and I broke up. We remain friends. I can't say its been easy. Its been extremely hard, and I'm blessed with the friends support I have. I have made a new plan for myself. I just need to execute it. I'm working on getting a job in salt lake, and my dad wants me to move home and sell my apt contract and live with him for a few months rent free, and save money to get an apt up in salt lake, where Ive been wanting to be back for years. Its a great plan and Im going to move forward with it, but I need to process one thing at a time. Im trying to stay busy, but nights are the hardest. I hate sleeping alone, let alone living in Spanish Fork away from everything and everyone. But Ive been through worse, and It will be fine. Casey and I plan on going to the movies this weekend. So pray that that will go well for us. We want so badly to remain friends. Due to stress, and our age difference, we just arent in the same place, and not meant to be in a relationship right now.